My problem, I suppose, is that I am naive, and gullible, and I should know better... but I still believe that fundamentally people are good. And the problem with that, is that I am wrong. Fundamentally, most people aren't good at all. Everyone tells me that people aren't trying to take advantage of me, but if that is true, why do so many people manage it?
I miss being surrounded by a group of people who aren't self interested. I miss being surrounded by a group of people who don't have any interest in using that I just can't see when I am being manipulated.
And I miss that group of people who didn't hold my innocence against me.
Why didn't I value you more when I had you? Before you scattered to that cold wind?
Its only when you get burnt that you realize how hot fire can be. And tomorrow, I have to start over... I wont remember that I learnt this.
No comments:
Post a Comment