Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Realisation

I have come to realize that I give too much of myself to people who don't care.
I have come to realize that I can't tell whether people care about me or not, and that is part of the reason why I maintain that no one does. Because too often, people who I think care turn out not to.
I have come to realize that I can't stop giving too much of myself... I try very hard to channel it to people I know care... but I don't always know who they are!
I have come to realize that I am screwed in this regard.

Optimistically, I want to believe.
Pessimistically, I don't think I can believe.
Realistically, being pessimistic hurts less.

2 comments:

Hiroshi Sato said...

I realise that my cat will actually eat me if I didn't feed him....


This has no meta-physical meaning

Starcryer said...

how sure are you that it has no meta-physical meaning... sounds like you are finally grasping the concept of responcibility... that is pretty impressive :p