Wednesday, July 08, 2009

the love and love and love.

I watched you fall in love.
I cheered for you with your triumphs.
I cried for you when it hurt you.
And I am sorry that it didn't work out how you would have liked. But I think that this will make you smile later. There may yet be a fairytale.

I watched you fall in love.
And I am sorry, but I had to laugh.
At the impossibility, at a choice that perhaps could not be less suited.
But I will be sorry if it doesn't work out for you... though I can not see it, I want you to be happy. Stranger things have happened.

I watched you fall in love.
And I screamed and I screamed and I screamed against it.
It's like watching you set yourself on fire, like watching you throw yourself off a cliff; smiling.
I am sorry, because if it works out I wont be happy for you, and if it doesn't, I don't think I will be there to pick up the pieces. It is too hard to watch you romance your demon.

4 comments:

Dandelion said...

I really like this post!

Hiroshi Sato said...

I don't know which of your disclaimers I want to apply for this.... normally it's easy.... but almost want to dive into the last one for this just because it fits in an old loose sort of way...

Meh, stick with old faithful... :p

Starcryer said...

Thank you Dandelion :)

Hiroshi, you always make me laugh :D

Hiroshi Sato said...

I try my best...