If wishes were teardrops we would all drown, but there would be no more water shortages.
To someone who does not remember I exist.
I wish that I had done things differently.
I wish that I had spoken instead of waiting.
You would have had the oppertunity to understand me a little better. I don't think the way other people do, you didn't need to worry or put in extra work. The things you feared were not an issue for me.
I had fun. I didn't want anything more from you.
There might still be a space between us but at least it wouldn't be filled with the words that I wish I had said to you but never did.
I have never been a person who wastes time on idle regrets, but if I had a chance to change something, this would be it.
Because I liked you, cared about you, did not want to lose you.
Never wanted this Silence laden with distance and the soft sounds of people who tiptoe around one another.
Your friendship meant a lot to me.
I will probably keep trying to be friends with you. I am sorry if that pains you. But that was all I ever wanted.
I am hopeing that when enough time has passed, you will forget the awkwardness, and that we can rebuild. Because I never had that awkwardness. That is what I should have told you. It didn't mean to me what you thought it did.
