./rage

If I had known that was what it took, I actually probably would have done it.
Even at the risk of fucking everything up.
I hate that I am penalised by your lack of balls, or perhaps more accurately that you are controlled by them.

It is one thing when I am on the same scale as everyone else but when I know there is something that could have motivated you to treat me better I would have done it.

And I fucking hate that I have to hear every fucking thing from a 3rd party. Do you not want me to know and not realise that everyone else on the planet tells me shit? Or is it that you just don't actually want to talk to me? Or perhaps, and this might be worse, that you just don't think to tell me or can't be fucked?

Whatever.